What is it i am feeling?

today the date is a very fateful 13 july. 4 more days to my birthday and noone knows about it. isnt it sad to have no friends to say "happy" birthday to you? anyways. i havent been updating for some time due to over excessive gaming of warcraft of over excessive rugby -.-?. anyways i am experiencing too many mixed feelings. i wish for the final to come faster yet i also wish for it to be delayed. after this year. i am officially no longer part of the saint andrew's rugby team. whether we win or not. but i will do my best no matter what and win the damn shield this year. those who know me personally and closely, i will always tell them. u know why saint andrew's will win this year? because they have a secret weapon and thats me. i did not play for the primary school and hence i am a dark horse but i will unleash my best on acs(i) in the finals and make them suffer their first lost in a long time. if there is any u-14 ruggers reading my this blog, i would like to thank a few of them in advance for all their help they have given me. it is now officially 35 more days to the rugby finals. i would like to thank Rico firstly for being so patient with me although abit nonchalent at times, Jeremy Wong for being my so-called best friend in the team. when everyone else thought i was slacking, only jeremy wong knew the real reasons. so im at least comforted. Sherman. for being my friend inside and outside the game. Calvin for making me feel wanted among a team of 28. Farid for never looking down on me. Daryl Chia for keeping the morale high as always with his never ceasing jokes. in short i would like to thank my whole team for what they have done for me. and for those other people in the team, i know u guys have always wanted me out because i dont attend all the trainings. so this could be a blessing in disguise for you people? anyway. i wont name the person(s) but i know. deep in my heart i will never forget the great times i had with this very wonderful team whether we win or we lose. i also want to thank the coaches in advance for all the guidance they had given me throughout the season and the team who was there to encourage me when i was feeling tired and very drained, they pushed me on to do my best. i also want to say sorry to all the teammates i had injuted whether by accident of on purpose. i never meant it, just in the heat of the moment. so am i wishing for the finals or not. i am unsure. but whatever it is, i would like to say this to my whole rugby team : I LOVE U GUYS!

Saint U-14 Rugby Team
Rico(Captain)
Farid(Vice-Captain)
Wei Yang
Hazwan
Fadhal
Edward
Bing Han
Sufi
Ahmad
Sherman
Jack
Ahmad Ibrahim
Arif
Jeremy
Edwin
D.J
Daniel
Tak Wah
Calvin
J.T
Daryl
Farris
Izwan
Hasif
Donovan
Samuel
Matthew
Andre