CONTROVERSIES.

this past few weeks have been really fucked up in my opinion. inter-sch tourney after burning 1 whole week @ funan, team sas has officially came in 2nd in the whole tournament. i dunno what has come over me recently. after winning i went rofl. but before prize i was like ..... t.t i cant believe this is happening etc etc. won a razer copperhead, razer mantis, and a useless UPS. dota life has really eaten me up man. i was happily playing wc when erwin asked me to join a dota team. of course i didnt know who ba. so i just joined later i found out it was myrm and every single mvpian starting flaming me rofl. went in and out of mvp twice this week... feel so sian liao. would u consider it heng or wad when u have this feeling of unwantedness within ur clan who misunderstood u greatly and because of this feeling, u wanna retrain to pwn them all? i dunno.. should it be good ( motivation ) or bad ( hatred ) ? i dunno. i really hate to think about such stuff. but do i have a choice? i keep having sleepless nights. i have a huge fear of losing. from being first team in 3 dota teams, i currently quit 1 ( cos of u all ) 1 i dunno what they thinking but of course still have my sas team. ( of which im the leader ). talking of my sas team, we have the draft. we have 2 so-called "gosus" 1 of which is me and the other is alton. although he is fucking spastic and sometimes do really stupid things, sometimes he does show some talent in dota. right now. i dunno. if dota is gonna get sooo controversial why dont i quit. but if i quit then once again, im left with nothing... or maybeee... just maybeeee... i have no clue wad to do next. my micro is coming back up again... slowly but surely.... i wonder.. if one day... i had a choice... to rewind time and replay this whole thing over again.. all the hurt, misery, sleepless nights. or could i just lead life as per normal. would i go through it again? hahahahaaahahaha..... i dunnnoo
anyway a tribute to my sas team...
thanks man u guys gave me my first dota victory..
members : Gideon Wee A.K.A Crayon
Chow Ngai Kay A.K.A NgaiKay
Surya Lingga A.K.A fireboy
Alton A.K.A ScopEz?
Lim Wei Yang A.K.A OxygeN.

to those who ever came down to support.. thanks .. u guys know who u are i dont have to name you.

signedd.
O X Y G E N .