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7/4/06 wad a fing boring day man.. school sucks today... but managed to live through it .. after school got punged @ dhoby there cos irc full and all the other lans dont let us play -.- _l_ anyway.. at night went for match.. played untill 11+ ba quite fun.. ahahah.. =/ some pizzors~~
ouch lar.. getting blisters all over my hands... >_< .. this is sick.. 2 more days to ESWC, now 1 more day. 1 DAY. >_<
lazy to upload ler.. cya!
signing off
OxygeN!

YaWns

what a tired day.. i wanted to post this ytd but i guess.. i came home too late barhx and next day got school so cant really post.. went to hq @ night... played 1* match.. won that match by like 35-31.. so like... >_< rofl.. this is gonna be bad.. im getting siphoned every day man.. i wanna just take a day off school stay at home sleep then play play play sleep... but that is impossible for the time now is ... too near and far from exams.. to do any of that sort... anyway.. today in school quite average barhx.. a maths... can handle... i realise something in e maths, the time passes very fast.. in physics and chem.. it passes like a snail moving... some -.-" today.. nothing much happening barh.. so dead... cant believe that there can be a day with literally no happenings.. zzzzzz yawnsssss...... now laddering... created new account hopefully no more dcs... it just keep dcing... this is annoying me man.. now is @ 6-0.. hopefully can climb up higher... =.=.. 3 MORE DAYS TO ESWC! OMFG! i still havent trained... OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!
kk
signing off
OxygeN

T_T T_T T_T G_G G_G G_G

@_@

woots.. today was filled with boredness at first.. until i went school. then everything sort of changed.. my gay CME teacher was talking about life in army etc.. so it was kinda interesting.. then physics teacher just spam barhx.. nothing that im not used to.. last lesson of the day which ended @ 1130, was chinese and we watched huo yan jia..

bored peeps before the movie...

Saint Andrews Schoool! wootZ?

Cedar Girls @ SG stadium.. o_O?

kk.. im gonna go for a match soon... today really rofl so far... go play lan with lovell, abel, xf they all... its just plain fun barhx.. anyway 4 days more to .. the ESWC qualifiers at GAMESTER! Wahhh!! im still needa some training! G_G anyway till tonight or rather tomorrow.. GG GL HF! =D. im really in need to laugh at myself.. 1 good long laugh! ahahah!

signing off!

OxygeN

have i really gotten over it?

i wonder have i done what i should have done.. forgiven those i should forgive.. forget those that i should forget and let go what i cant have.. i doubt so.. as grim as things seem for me, i cant seem to concentrate at all.. constantly tired... keep having mental blocks in school and while playing... now before every game, i have to play music to keep my mind occupied if not i know i will think too much... and the consistent disconnection of my modem is not helping either.. its actually adding to my frustration.. there is 2 parts inside me now.. 1 is to rejoin mvp and go through all the nights.. but things will never be the same.. people now regard me differently than in the past and whats more is i left mvp.. it will show that i do not mean what i say etc etc... so there is a controversy here. then my another part tells me... now ur life is great.. just need to fully get over the mvp thing... either join another clan and play for them solo or just go on ur own and just play wcg and do ur best. and hopefully win something.. really.. this recent spate of events really make me think twice, if not trice, if not quadraple times.. what if? i do what if i dont? must i really weigh out all the good and bad points again? or maybe im just over estimating myself.. maybe if i want to join they wont let me join.. so like... yah.. wtf.. wasting my time.. to be honest, i really want to share my game exploits with people... but.. i cant.. and im unwilling to do so.. i need someone.. to be the light in the darkness period and show me the way.. tell me the correct choice and path to take... people resent me. people dislike me. people hate me. but in the end... will 1 word sorry be enough to make up for everything? haiss.. doubt so things are not so straight-forward as i think them to be.

not another rainy dayy~~

im exhausting myself out man... this few days.. sleeping around midnight.. waking @ 6.. playing warcraft and dota inbetween and going school, studying tests.. lessons.. omfg.. this is killing me... im so tiredd.! anyway.. today was a quite ok day barh i think i > my chinese paper... my phone and all still working even though all tio sponge... wahahah xD. first lesson was some lame thing.. p.e 1 hour do shit.. =.=" wtf..... then chem.. si bei sian theorectical subject again.. yawnx... today was just a dead boring day... only thing good was i pwn my chinese paper so im happy =D. keep raining everyday man.. blowing hot cold.. gonna get sick soon.. sniff* sniff* hopefully not barhx.. tomorrow = sports day = im skipping = 1130 come home! WOOtsX? WAHAHAH! so happy again... anyway... nothing much exicting happening in school today.. i gonna join IT club just to represent SAS and take cca points? o.O? WAHAHAH kk thats enough really lazy to type lerhx..
ITS NOW 5 DAYS MORE TO ESWC!!! NEEDA TRAIN UP FAST T_T
signing off!
OxygeN

SaS vs SJI

just now was the u-17 rugby semi-finals match between SJI ( St Joseph Instituition ) and SAS! even though i was not there physically, i can still sense the tension of all the players. i've been on the field playing with the blue and white strips against the green and white stripes for 4 times. so i know what it feels like... we clinched a victory with 19-3 at the Police Academy. this is the 2nd year in a row that SaS is defending the police cup. will we walk away the champions again? that will remain to be seen .. anyway.. dced another time @ night.. this is getting on my nerves... >_<>_< kk time to log off.
cya tomorrow....
signing off!
OxygeN.

WHAT A DAY.

Lawl today.... imma gonna get sent for counselling.. why? a super cool reason.. i keep sleeping in class -.-". wad a retard my teacher is man... so annoying... anyways... today was like.. ahem.. ionic / covalent compunds etc etc.. bores me to tears.. i mean like its like so FF ? anyway.. is that my problem or theirs? i think its mine so wtf.. who cares. after school got a maths remedial.. lasted like 2 hours! wtf! gay lawrance koh was e teacher today.... taught some gay imba formulaes. i learnt alot today again! woots! a maths gonna get pwned by me soon @ this rate. ahahaha. then i took 147 home.. wow whats the catch? it began to rain like its gaying... so i became a living sponge? LOL? on the way home i thought about what happened recently.. seems to me that.. i've come to accept how people are ... their reasons and all... true, i may have spoilt my 5 year record of not shedding a tear in march holidays. but coming to think of it... why bother to think about it? i shall just revert back to my old self.. the super dao to all.. un-cryable person.. why let myself be overcomed with emotions again? being emotionless > a emotional person. yea! that is the best path to set foot upon.. i just dced twice while trying to ladder? 2 free losts? songboh? now praying that it wont dc again... my modem has a dc hack -.-
anyway.. my phone got soaked, mp3 got soaked, notes got soaked. i got soaked. im beginning to feel a lil sick.. mebbe... tomrrow i can dont go sch! stay at home WC! wOoTzOrs? COUNTDOWN TO ESWC 6 DAYS.. WAHAHAH that day i wont... use baracuda even though its better.. i shall not pubilcise the baracuda custom pro.. i shall just stick to either razer / the mousepad offered there.. till tomorrow! gg gl hf!

signing off again
OxygeN.

WoOts! PoOl!

whahaha today went to play pool again.. im beginning to fall in love with it wahah =D. ok today was a sunday. i went to pray in the morning of which i had a strong incense smell around me after we were done but well its kinda intersting and fun! =D. anyways... after praying, we went to look @ the marina south pier.. looks umm kinda deserted but nice building anyway... after which went to play pool until like 5 then i went gym... i think what i exercised off came back after i ate a buffet dinner @ marina south -.-. the food there is just umm.. plain gosu... satay chicken.. sea cucumbers... etcc.... grill chiken wings! omfg! IMBALANCED..! today i didnt even dota... but im still harbouring high hopes for ESWC on sunday. would i win it ? lose ? etc? i dunno.. haizz.. countdown... 7 more days! woot sia this week my school has 2 less days.. wednesday sports day i go skip then friday good friday no need go sch! wahahahH! this is pwning me totally man! anyway.. i'll see how things go barhx.. tomorrow got 2 hours a maths remedial... hafta attend... my a maths still quite umm scrappy!...... anyway.. will solve that in time to come... s000n barhx....
anyway
thats all... i feel that i should be uploading pics... i shall do so from tomorrow....
signing off..
OxygeN.

Flyer Day.

so tired liao... want to sleep but decided to do 1 post first b4 i sleep. today 1-4-06 is flyer day! mr desmond jo asked me go do again. he say he was gonna be @ office @ 10 and he wanted to talk to me about the mvp thing. but apparently, as usual... when i reached there @ 11 he was not there. why? over sleep! WoW? LOLZ. anyway... gave out about 400 + flyers. alton threw away 3 stacks and i finished the rest.. ( hope boss dosent ever read this ) >_<. getting really sick of flyers already. same old thing .. same old LJBs etc. after finishing the flyers, i went for a dota match @ 1 o'clock. buttt.. @ 1 o'clock, i just found out they cmi so we were stranded and today was sorta empty so there was no team to lan match.. ended up me wasting 1 hour+++ on irc looking for LC match.. and finally we found 1 match. haizz.. and to all those people. the team i was playing on is NOT MYRM.
highlights!
lvl 1 my team tio DK! ( WOOTS? )
KOTL die in 1 SECOND! ( AHAHAH )
2v5!
sniper running like gay!
wahahahahhahahah
anyway after that i went to play pool and we were discussing tatics....... came out with really cute tatics and drafts. after that went to do some shitssss and yah.. back here.
now its like 8 days left to ESWC day.. i wonder if i will play against any mvpians then... hmmm! anyway do i care? the way u all treated me this past few umm days... rofl ... ahahah!

anyway .. GG GL !!
signed.
OxygeN.