CAPL

ok . once again i havent posted for what .. 2 months? so once again.. i shall start posting.. this is gonna be a dairy for myself and NOT a blog for u guys to post so i wont put back up the tagboard =) anyways.. i will just start from today ba.. today, the 22 july 2006. it is now officially 14 days to my CAPL finals and 20 days to my most probably retirement. i cant believe it.. all the hard work i've put in so far.. im just gonna waste it all... but i got 2 choices in front of me.. to study, or to play.. which one is better? u are kidding me if u tell me u are gonna play. cos then im gonna scold u a fcking idiot cos noone should every choose games > studies. i did that, im suffering now.. ok let me see what i got for my last 3 tests. 20/25 in chem ok.. thats alright. 20 / 31 physics... thats alright too.. but for my e and a maths... that was pathetic.. i needa buck myself up and quickly at that too.. i wonder.. how well would i do in my common test seeing that i have the FINALS on saturday and farking WGT from wed to fri... this is gonna interest me big time. =) anyway... i can feel my wc improving greatly and gradually.. all i need now.. is some support..... and i believe that being champion of singapore.. is not hard. not hard at all.. but will i get the support i desire? i doubt so... haish... damn sard.. T.T